The day my Dad walked my step sister down the isle.

This is a picture of my [pretty much] step sister looking up at my Dad as he walks her down the isle on her wedding day. I'm the one who took this picture.

For so many reasons, I've never been more proud of a photo. 

If you didn't know, I'm the child of divorced parents. I'm the child of a marriage that did not work.  It happened when I was 12 years old and it was not easy. It wasn't easy to see my parents hurt. It wasn't easy the first time I saw each of them with another person. It wasn't easy to live out of a suitcase for the 12 years following. It wasn't easy to have two homes. It wasn't easy [& it still isn't] to split the holidays.  In fact, it was one of the most difficult things I've experienced in life. It changed my view of relationships & commitments. It made it hard for me to let people in & even harder for me to let people go. Its the reason I can't just let things end. It's the reason when days go bad in my marriage, my mind can't help but think of the worst. It's the reason I hate divorce. 

But, as hard as it was, I still joke and say I was the most blessed child of divorce there ever was. 

I am blessed because despite everything my parents always put me first & I don't mean that in a selfish way. I mean they never let their problems interfere with continuing to raise me, together. I rarely ever saw my parents argue because they always made an effort to not do it in front of me. In fact, I never knew anything was wrong until the very end. For me, there was no custody battle, they let me decide where I wanted to go & when I wanted to go there. To this day, I still don't know the details of why things happened the way they did, because out of respect for me and each other they never talked about it in front of me. I never once heard either of them say bad things about one another. They never tried to manipulate me or put me in the middle. They never forced their new relationships on me. Even though they were divorced, they were always together as parents for me, making decisions together and finding ways to make ends meet for me, the child they had together. 

I recognized at a young age that my broken family was different because my friends going through similar situations didn't have the same experiences as me. I was always thankful for how they were, because had they been different, divorce would have been even more traumatic and life altering. I would have resented my parents had one tried to keep me from the other, because as a child I loved them both and I needed them both, equally [& I still do]. 

The first place we ever learn about love is in our home & it is that impression that we carry with us forever. Although I didn't have the worlds greatest example of a marriage to go by, my parents still managed to teach me so much about what love is and what it means by how they loved me & how they continued to show love to me & to one another despite our circumstances. 


My dad called me while my step sister was planning her wedding. I could tell he had something important to talk about. He asked me if I cared if he walked her down in the isle on her wedding day. The truth is, I had been expecting that question because I knew what my dad meant to her. Without hesitation, I said I didn't mind at all. 

I was honored to capture this moment.

I am proud of the photo above for the story it tells.  

I am proud because it speaks to lives rebuilt. I am proud because my father has loved his step children as his own. I am proud that my step sister loves & looks up to my father. I am proud that my step mother worked so hard to raise her children & witness this moment happen. 

I am proud because what you don't see is my mother at the back of the isle helping me that day & my step mother sitting in the front row with a proud heart watching her daughter walk down the isle with my father.

I thought about the significance of this moment when it happened, but as I began to work on these photos it really sank in.

Two families who despite all odds taught their children love & still continue to do so. Three parents who recognize that their actions directly influence their children. Three parents who did what it took to ensure their children had the best lives they could give them. 

I didn't ask to be a child of divorce and I know my parents didn't ask for it either, but I am thankful for everything they have shown me through it. It has only made me more grateful for who they are & what they have done.

I pray that more families can be like them. That more families can be civil through divorce. That more families can recognize that regardless of their situation they are still parents, together. That more families can know that the words they say & the things they do in front of their children are shaping their future & how they will someday love & treat those in their life. That more families can see that their marriage or situation doesn't have to be perfect to teach their children what unconditional love looks like. 

I pray that more children can be as proud as I am-- that they can look back on the heartache and be grateful for the love still. 

Jorden + Blake // SLHS PROM 2016 // A Midsummer Night's Dream

I always love photographing Jorden & when she contacted me about doing a prom session I got super excited. I asked her if she had any ideas for their session & she mentioned the woods. 

Then, she sent me a picture of her dress & that's all it took, I was inspired. 

Sometimes I get these crazy ideas & will basically do whatever it takes to make them happen. Like, spending an entire day driving around looking for the right woods with my Mom because just any woods won't do. And then decide we need a boat &/or canoe & spending an entire other day driving around looking in junk yards, asking everyone I know for boats (yes, we actually did that).

And that's when the Rockcastle River Trading Company came through big time-- the most enchanted woods, beside the Rockcastle River, AND THEY HAD A CANOE! #heckyes

I thought we had it all figured out, until the day rolled around & we realized this canoe, well, it's a little bit (okay, a lot) heavier than we thought. That's where Rod & Wilma came through-- our saving grace. They carried our canoe & as you can see below, it wasn't that simple. I'm pretty sure I can still hear my Mom laughing during this entire canoe carrying adventure. She maybe almost peed her pants. She's the best for always being my helping hand! We had so much fun with this struggle. Thank you, Rod & Wilma, you're the best!

Okay, so that was an adventure, but let's get to the really great part. It's safe to say all of our hunting & carrying & sweating paid off, because these pictures, well, I'm in love with them.

Jorden & Blake are absolutely adorable.

Dang near perfect, actually. 

Jorden told me Blake hated pictures, but I've decided he must like anything that involves being with her, because he pretty much rocked it. Thank you both so much for allowing me to take your photos AND for being up for my possibly insane ideas. I hope you had the time of your lives at prom!

[A huge thank you to the Carloftis family for being awesome & generous.]

Lindsey + Quentin // Engaged

I love proposals.

Photographing them does make me nervous though, like way more nervous than any other kind of event. The kind of nervous where you kind of forget what you're doing & lose your ability to give direction or think or speak. Maybe it's trying to keep the secret & seem discrete while keeping my excitement at minimum [I'm not good at that].

But as nervous as I was, I think Quentin probably had me beat. 

With the help of Lindsey's sister, Kelsey, he had been planning this for a long time & if you didn't know it's a pretty big deal to ask someone to be yours forever. Thankfully, he pulled it off wonderfully.

His location choice. His ring choice. His future wifey choice. Yep, Quentin is winning!

And Lindsey, well, she's winning too & it's written all over her face. 

Congratulations, Future Mr. & Mrs. Miles! 

 

Neals

Ya'll, my cousins are basically models. Just see for yourself: 

I love them dearly. 

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